it is the new year so i thought i'd make this a looong entry entitled Big Bad Z 2005: A Year in Review....   this past year a whole lot of crap happened to yours truly, from feeling so depressed and down to feeling like i the world was in my hands so lets get right into it...   so the year began sucky right outta the gate, i mean literally at the new years party i felt like a ball of crap, probably b/c i didnt have my car due to a ticket mostly but i felt better once i got it back... baseball season was up and down for me, we hadda bad season and i couldnt do anything about it cuz i wasn't eligible so i could only do jv, which i hated, but once we started winning at the end and into post season(prob cuz i started dressin varsity  lol  j/k) district tourney was amazing, from awesome time on the bus rides to a nail biter with cookeville very first game and winning our pool to go on to district championship and then on to region where we got put out by a draftee...  watched my senior friends graduate, still see some occasionally but all went their ways...  summer and fall ball was awesome, felt like i improved some and had alotta fun...  summer brought 4th of july in nashville and dancin in the district, sooo many stories from butt sweat lady, the hobo, and the black hard rocker with a mohawk and plumbers crack(dont worry i took pics  haha)...  who could forget night volleyball?!?!  i kno me and some others never ever will  lol... the last week of summer workin at evan's to make the fire pit, good times (what is love, well its quite simple... gonna find my baby gonna hold her tight gonna grab some afternoon delight)...  school started out and is quite awesome havin kenneth in every other class and really only 2 real classes, but criminal justice introduced us to your friend and mine... statutory owens  lol... takin pre cal which i think was a mistake but i'll hang in there for ya katie  haha....  fall break was pretty cool, only really remember one day of it, and well we slept the whole time i was there lol...  came back to school  and fractured my wrist and got into my first cast but still kept it real with one hand... my 18th birthday wasnt any good, was promised so many parties and got none and was told i'd get presents that i never got and you know who you are  haha... finally got over someone which was sooooo-oooo over due, and can move on(hopefully  lol) "its like batting all year and not getting a single hit" haha sarah understands...  started hangin out with she-rod sarah d f'n p and the j-i-double z my nigga, so much fun stuff to even talk about...  from shopping with kenneth for birthday and christmas presents (haha  how many times you gonna walk by before you go in??  lol) and being so nervous, that one minute seems 2 hours long but all seemed worth it no matter if cj was there unexpectedly and it was 30 degrees outside, really made my year and i doubt anyone will understand except a few ppl but yea it made me very happy... thanks to kenneth and brooke for wishing me luck and helpin me through it  lol true friends....  but that was 2k5 for me and if you dont feel like readin all that then just pay attention to this for all yall who kno me, kno that i'm an expert at at least one thing, and 2006 will be no different so to all, do like i do and look atcha boy now and just                                      Keep it Real                                                          Big Zizzle      edit:  PICTURES for the first time ever

finally  no more of that horrendous cast!!!!  finally free,  not completely, i still have to wear a brace for about 3 more weeks and start to rehab, and im gonna start workin on my throwin here in a couple of days...  other than that things are goin ok at best, but i'm tryin to work some things out, hopefully for the best...  but as usual  cast, no cast, one hand or two, im supportin that blue silver and teal, and jus Keepin' it Real

Finally!!!   18 today   yet another year of Keepin' it Real